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A non-poetic ode to SELF ~ journey of losing onself

You were impulsive and immature to comprehend the depths of life and living. Though, you were pure and surreal. You were purely into loving the person, whom you fed in. You seeked recognition, attention, love, kindness and respect from the one, whom you imagined to love you the most. But the reality was something else, which you couldn't see through. That person was your utmost aim of eternity. You believed, he resided in your core, and the definition of ' you ' was incomplete without ' him '. You were so into him, blindly loving his toxic kisses and teratogenic intimacy. You were drowning into the sea of deception, where the charisma of his persona deceived you every second, making you fall for him every micro second. You were enjoying the saddistic pain offered to you. And finally you managed to become the core example and the phenomenon, which can be gladly explained with the darkest concepts of ' Stockholm Syndrome '. You were comfortably loving the sub...

Who hurts us the most?~Broken Relationships

In our busy and ever changing world; we are always busy with ourselves, chasing our short as well as long range goals. Selfishly, we all run blindly towards our needs, which are definitely more self centered. Belongingness or affiliation is a major need, and we struggle till our last breath to fulfill our needs of intimacy. And this is pretty very much normal, because we all need a partner at a certain point in our life, to subside the feelings of isolation. A partner is someone with whom we can connect mentally, emotionally and physically. It is something more than mere attachment and attraction. Partners share mutual sense of respect, love, trust and affection. Due to our cultural and social interaction with our environment and family we all form mental representations of our world, which helps us to further interact with our environment. This mental model or representations start forming from our very childhood. Similarly, our knowledge, symbolizations and representations of a p...

Negative to hide negative – isn’t it funny when your ego defies your own ego based on a technicality?

To cover up things is one of the most basic instincts of human life. Though we claim a lot to live by the instincts of other animals, we, as a social animal, in my opinion, fail the species. How hard is it to admit a simple truth and get things done with? Pretty simple! Right? But that is one of the hardest tasks when it comes to an individual behavior. For a bitter truth that may appear rude and negative, we come up with something smoother but more negative when viewed from a macro perspective. Let us take an example to have a better hold of the thought. An example Suppose you are talking to a person over a phone call and suddenly you do not feel like continuing with the conversation. You have an easy option to relay your true feelings and disconnect the call. But the human instincts prevent us from that. The most common thing we would do in such an occasion is behaving rudely with the person. Is it the outcome of the event that you do not want to carry on with the...

Was it a DREAM?

It was a windy afternoon that day, she was sitting at the dinner hall with a mug full of coffee, half grabbed with her fingers. She was on an early leave that day, but all alone in the house. No one was there to ooze out her tiredness of two consecutive hard working weeks. The clock struck three bells and helped her realise that she was too late to have her lunch.... A couple of minutes later, her door bell rang. She got up from the chair, irritated. She went and opened the door.... 'Ely, you are home baby!' (a warm hug). And an immediate strom of happiness, warmth and contentment engrossed her. It was her love, her only world, her husband, Chris. 'Ya baby.. I took an early leave today. All the follow ups for my clients were done and no new clients today..' said Ely. 'Ah that's great.. but what about your lunch..?' asked Chris A guilty smile in her face depicting a big no. 'Okay, come on then let's make some noodles together and have it....

Pub Slot gaming in the UK – free online casinos to double up the fun

There is no doubt that UK pub slot machine games have made significant noticeable progression in the current generation. The main reason for the widespread outburst of these casino gambling games in the UK is its rising craze in various amusement centers, pubs and even airport in the UK. These games can provide the chance to hit the jackpot if you are aware of the playing steps and have an idea of when to collect, nudge or hold your play.  Traditional slots Most of us know what a traditional slot machine may look like and how they work. Commonly known as the slot or ‘fruit machines’ found across resorts, fairgrounds and other entertainment spots, players need to turn up with matching combinations on all three slots to hit the jackpot. The rolls would consist of bar signs, 7s, fruits, cross and naught (X & O) for a popular traditional slot machine. Present day slots Technology has taken a step ahead and so has the casino games. Many servers can now be accessed to pla...

Slot game sites with PayPal – how to use PayPal to deposit money for casino gaming in Canada

Numerous residents from across the world are known to depend on PayPal to daily monetary transactions in a safe and secure environment. It is possible to use this service of online e-wallet for many online stores or wiring cash to someone including online casinos that accept PayPal. Advantages of online slot machines There are a lot of advantages that the online slot machine offers over the traditional machines. Some of the most common ones include: ·          Ease and simplicity to use ·          No need to queue up for playing slots ·          Can try their luck multiple time ·          Can try the game just for entertainment ·          Can win real money by investing real cash PayPal for money deposition On the date, there are countless sites of online sites of gambl...

How to Set Up Python in Windows for Machine Learning?

Machine learning is referred to an artificial intelligence (AI) application that does not require explicit programming to bring in improvements. It refers to the ability of the machine to develop on its own through experience. This subject mainly concentrates on the development of software applications that can look for required data, access and learn it for themselves. Artificial intelligence currently being one of the most progressive sectors of the 21 st century, calls for the challenge to provide mankind with the best possible gift. The learning process of the machine starts with observation or input data including direct experience and guided instructions. In the process, they learn to seek data patterns to help them decide better in future on the basis of the provided examples. The sole purpose is to provide computers with the ability of automatic learning removing out the requirement of humanitarian assistance to help it adjust its action. Python – the learning environme...